Today I've been thinking about "churchy" things, which is normal for me, but given extra time I tend to think more deeply. I am a Southern Baptist. I've only been a Southern Baptist for a little over a year. Before joining a local SBC congregation I spent many years as an independent Baptist pastor and over the years ventured into (and out of) the charismatic movement, the emergent movement, the Christian Reconstructionist movement, the political justice movement, etc. I blame all these excursions on a lack of faith in the sufficiency of Christ and His work and the sufficiency of the Word of God. I started out well enough. The Gospel was sufficient, it was the power of God for salvation to everyone who believed. I remember preaching the Gospel as a young minister and being overwhelmed by the heart response of individuals whom God regenerated and justified through the "foolishness of preaching."
Now, as a Southern Baptist layman (although I still maintain my independent Baptist ministerial credentials), I have become aware that all these additions to the faith - charismata, emergent philosophy, legalism, politics, etc. - are just as present in the SBC as they are in any other institutional denomination. Pheh! Add to this mix the fact that 14% of all Southern Baptist ministers are Freemasons (18% of deacons) and I'm facing the reality that perhaps I haven't yet found a spiritual home.
So, what to do? The local church where I am a member is so large that I could drop dead right now and no one would ever know any difference. I've never had a pastoral visit, never had a call. That's how megachurches work. The pastor is very political, even campaigning and fundraising for candidates. I've thought about checking out other local SBC congregations in hopes that I might find a place to fit in. But it is a painstaking endeavor to ascertain whether the pastor is a member of an occultic group, to find out whether apolitical folks like me will be welcomed, to wait and see if someone's going to come along with an extra-biblical revelation, or if religious pluralism is embraced.
I really just want that old-school evangelicalism. Preach the Gospel, fellowship with each other as believers, trust in the sufficiency of Christ and His Word, evangelize the lost, help the less fortunate, sing the hymns. "Coolness" is not the objective. "Relevance" isn't, either. Trusting in God to draw men to Christ as the Word is taught and preached without cultural additions, that's what I'm looking for. I've even given some thought to pioneering a new independent congregation which would glory in "the simplicity that is in Christ." (2 Cor 11:3). Who knows? What I do know is that the older I get the more I want the authentic faith, the real deal, without the bells and whistles of postmodern American Cultural Religion. I'm ready to be settled into that simple yet radical organism - the unpretentious, uncool, non-political, non-pluralistic, non-extrarevelatory, non-entertainment-centered, Gospel preaching, soul-winning, joy-filled, Word-based, Christ-centered, family of God - the New Testament Church.
OK. Now for another dose of Alka Seltzer Plus and a glass of orange juice.






